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Sunday, February 13, 2005 I'm confused. Decisions, decisions and more decisions. They don't stop coming. Why can't we live in ignorance? Afterall ignorance is indeed bliss. A fool's world is based on ignorance. I don't mind being foolish. At least I know life would seem much simpler. If only that can happen. If only less factors are involved. If only there were some certainty in things. If only assurance is guaranteed.Follow my heart and not my mind. My heart wants the happiness of others. My heart cannot bear seeing others sad. My heart wants an easy way out. My heart wants to be happy. My heart doesn't understand why something so beautiful can turn so ugly. My heart wants to rest. Nothing is perfect. Perfection can be built. Cut down on the expectations, ease that stubborn heart and you'll get perfection. Perfection is all in the mind. Perfection doesn't exist. What we're really looking for is contentment. Choose. Why must we choose? Can't we have both? Work things out. When there's a will there is always a way. I hate choosing. Someone decide for me please. My mind fails. My logic is screwed up. I don't know what's right or wrong anymore. Uncertainty. Where's the conclusion? Will there ever be one? What is right and what is wrong? Gimme a conclusion. Tell me where I'm heading. I need to pack. I need to know. I'm blurred. I'm in the dark. Just say the word. One word. Give me clearity. Let me see light. Drop it all on me. I can take it. I need this. I need to KNOW. Help me. My priorities have never changed. It will never change. "Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship."
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Just wanna tell you, I was really sure when I said I'm sure. Serious. No bullshit and I really meant it. I know you wanna protect yourself from getting hurt by making others feel bad. Look at the bright side dear, nothing in life is certain unless you go try it yourself and make it certain. Don't think of all the what-ifs and only-ifs anymore. Remember what I said, follow your heart and not your stupid mind. It always lead you to the negative side, so don't listen to it.
Ask your heart what do you really want, and once you are sure, go for it! I know there are lotsa factors to consider and that are those which are holding you back from giving yourself happiness. Yes you are right, you need to make up your mind. Take it or leave it, as simple as that. Don't worry about my part, serious I don't mind, in fact I'm happy to have witnessed this all this while. :) I've said all I wanted so many times and I bet you get quite sick of it already. It's totally up to you as I said, I'll always be there, unchanged. This I dare to promise you. Don't give yourself such a tough time thinking about all those uncertainties. They are uncertain so what for thinking about it now? okla...i'll leave it to you to decide. Smile always kays. Don't let it beat you kays. I'll always be here for you. Muackss love ya lots.! You-know-who
Can't agree more with what you mean. Sigh.. Ignorance may be bliss, but you can go with life without decisions, no matter how hard they are.
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We have to make decisions. Everything we choose is a decision. Ignoring something is your decision to ignore. A choice. But remember the times, when you made a hard decision, and live not to regret, but instead be happy about it? What we can only do is think until we are sure, decide, and pray that things turn out that way. And i guess thats what im doing now. All the best girl.. And yeah, the one i asked out. She cant make it. Going out on Friday instead. Shouldnt make any difference, but i somehow feel abit, in between down and nothing. Bah, everything about me now is not clearcut. I hate this. I use to be sure of my feelings. I feel so screwed. |
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