....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

V-day was darn happening. Almost everything happened. Ahahahah. Our candlelight dinner rocked! It was sooooo good! Really darn good. And we did everything ourselves. From grocery shopping to setting up the table. It looked darn classy. It was as though we went to a posh restaurant. The food was great, the atmosphere was super and the company was lovely. Good food, good wine, soothing music...ahhh what more can we ask for. There were many funny moments too. Like the time PY's had to re-cook her chicken 'cause it was still raw on the inside and the time SY pulled out this whole bag of ice, dug out ice with her bare hands and plonked them into our glasses. How romantic. Oh not to forget the candle melting and nearly collapsing and I had to chop half of it off with a kitchen knife. It was a laugh.

After dinner, we sat and chat while sipping wine. Then we got up and did a group dance to a slow song. I got all emotional then. I just felt a burst of happiness and gratitude to have them. How lucky I am to be blessed with such great friends. People I know I can count on no matter what happens. People I know that made such a difference that losing any of them would be such a great loss. People that will always have a very special place in my heart. I made my decision then. That I'll never lose them. Any one of them. If I have to I'd fight till the end.

Sorted out lotsa things that night itself. They helped me actually. Thanks babes. I'm sorry for being so difficult. I really didn't mean to spoil the entire night. I guess it's better to open up than to keep things inside. At least now I know. At least now I'm much happier and I'm no longer hiding anything. Thanks so so much for everything.

I finally realised what I want. Simplicity. And guess what? I am happier now that everything is sorted out. I'm smiling more and I'm no longer frustrated with confusing thoughts. Today proved it. I felt so comfortable. It's great to finally feel right no matter who I'm with or where I am. How I miss that feeling. I'm loving this so so much. I don't think that much anymore and I'm no longer frustrated or sad. I'm just leading life the simple way. The happy way. :) Finally!

There's really no point in filling our heads with confusions and doubts. The more we think the more complicated it becomes. And when things get complicated, the more negative we are about life. We shed tears, we feel let down and sometimes we don't even have the will to move on and see the sun shining the next day. We start to fail to see the good things in life. All we can think about is the negative side of life. Depression and sadness can consume us. It can destroy us and wipe out everything we've ever achieved in life. It's a waste to let that happen. So the best way is to NOT think about things that are out of our control. Things that we can't fix. Why cloud our thoughts with it when we know can't do anything. Why not occupy ourselves with things that we can do? Make a difference instead of moping about with the same ugly thought. Keep expectations low and when good things come our way, we get to feel like we're at the top of the world. We'd be more appreciative. Like a beggar stumbling on a RM100 note.

I'm gonna be that beggar. A few coins a day would make my day. Gimme a 100 bucks and I'll be beaming with happiness. Life should be like this. The main purpose for us humans to live is to die happy. Many question the reason for living when all you do is end up dying. Well there is a reason. And that reason is to live happy, experiencing happiness and love. God gave us the chance to live so that we can make use of it and experience one of life's greatest pleasure. Happiness, contentment and love. It's a once in a lifetime gift and it's a sin to waste it.

Clouds of darkness may enter our minds once in awhile but as long we're determine to see the sun again, everything will be alright. Happiness is up to us.

I'm darn happy today. My clouds have cleared and my sun is shining again. Hip hip Hooray!!!!

melia signed out with love @ 6:29 PM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

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