....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Saturday, December 03, 2005

It's amazing how much you can talk about in one yam char session. Now there are 1000 questions and thoughts going thru my head.

Sometimes I feel like life is one big joke. There's irony in everything you do. You be-friend a person but yet you hate certain qualities they possess. You go for class extra early and your class is cancelled. You postpone working cos you wanna go on a holiday with your friends but in the end there's no holiday and you end up having nothing to do at home. And you tell me life ain't a big fat joke?

Questions, questions, questions! Questions without answers. Sigh. Doubt, doubt, doubt! Doubt with no clarity. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

On the topic of friends. What are friends? People whom you like and can get along with? No? Or can you NOT get along with your friends? Are they still 'friends' then? Hmmm....something to ponder about. Then what are best friends? How do you know if you've met one? I thought I knew once. But then come to think of it maybe I thought I knew but never really did. Another irony in life is to treat someone like a best friend, holding on to that thought and never letting go and end up realising that that person has moved on and no longer holds on to the same believes. That's a slit on the heart. Make that two.

Sometimes I'm afraid to invest too much. But then it's a lil too late now I guess for I've already invested all that I have. I just have to wait and see I guess.

I'm a sentimental person. Sometimes I wish I am not. I put alot in friendships hoping to witness the best out of it. I'll never give up on a friendship that has meaning to me. How can you give up on real emotions? The joy, the sadness, the trials and tribulations. They were all real. Real tears, real feelings. How can one forget these things? Things that comes from the heart. I know I can't. No matter the distance, no matter the changes. I truly believe a real friendship can survive thru all that. Just splatter a lil bit of faith and trust. And a good memory helps alot too. :)

Memories are gold. Better even. My memory is the most valueable thing I possess. That's how I stay close to my friends. I remember them from where we last met and start again from where we left off. I've just recently met back an old friend. A dear friend from Form 1. I went thru all my memories with him and after all these years I just can't wait to talk to him. I just hope he's not one of those people who turn awkward after a few years. I'd really hate that. Slits you know.

I'm gonna sit for IETLS tomorrow. Hope I'll do well.

I have 3 christmas trees at home. I'm happy! Wheee!!!

melia signed out with love @ 12:35 AM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

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