....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Monday, February 06, 2006

My life is dramatic. Or at least I make it dramatic. I think too much for my own good. I make myself upset for reasons that shouldn't even be. I'm a confused lil girl deep down. One moment so confident, standing tall and the next consumed by insecurities, crouching down in a corner weeping. Sometimes I wonder if I can EVER make up my mind. Why must certain things matter so much? Why don't I ever learn? That things come and go. That not all things go according to your perfect lil plan. Why must it matter that much? Can I ever be good enough for myself? Will there be a day where I'll finally stop proving myself to others? Will I ever start thinking for myself instead of others? Just stop expecting. Stop hoping. Stop dreaming. Stop thinking. Stop giving. Stop trusting. Just stop stop stop everything.

Can't you see it where it leaves you all the time?

How on earth do some people offer you something so precious and take it all back leaving without a trace and expect you to be okay with it?

Why do things get so complicated when it is indeed so clear and simple?

Why do I ask so many questions when I know there'll never be an answer?

This is an sudden burst of EMO post. Don't mind me. I'm sane and eating well.

melia signed out with love @ 4:37 AM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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