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Monday, March 06, 2006 Just came back from Starbucks. Went to study with the boyfriend. I'm so hyper now. I had some cinnamon caramel latte thingy and we ordered the rocky road. Gargh! I'm high on caffeine and choco. I feel like headbutting someone. Y'know, charging at someone with yer head, knocking them down? I wish I had horns.Don't mind me. I ain't really concious. This ain't really me. It's the coffee and choc talking. Starbucks might wanna hire me. Yeay. They gave me a form to fill. Well I guess that's good. I want to work in the Kepong branch though. But currently there's no more vacancy. Apparently there is at SS15. The one opposite Taylor's. Should I or should I not? Hmmm....something to ponder about. I think uni is great. I love the fact that I can be so independent. At least that's what I'm feeling right now. I think I'm turning into quite a loner. Or lets say I feel like being a loner. Yes it's so weird that all this is coming from me. The person who loves to be around people. The person who can't stand being alone. I don't know lar. Maybe I'm just tired. The whole routine. Ack! Been doing it for years. And I don't wanna put in any effort anymore. What if it's not worth it? Sounding arrogant I am. I know. But I think I'm pretty comfortable with where I am. Cos I know I'm not exactly alone. Just don't feel like making new friends. Going thru the whole process. And heck after 6 months I might have to do that all over again. Bah humbug! Don't wanna expect la. If it must happen, one way or the other it will. So chill lar. *put on my fav pair of sunnies* I can feel another wave of maturity surging over me. It must be. I mean all these sudden emo thoughts. Deep, complicated yet so calming. What else can it be? I'm ready. Come what may. You think I scared ar? Ack! I think I better finish off my tutorial questions and get some shut eye. Babai people. Muacx to you and you and you and yeah YOU too. Lalalalalalalalalalallalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalala! *skips off to lala-land*
Comments:
hey darl,thts uni life issnt it?Sometimes I just feel like uni is not exactly the place to make lotsa new friends cos its just too big(nt monash tho)lol...but really,make an effort to strike a conversation with ppl sitting next to you during lecture or tutorial,by doing so, i get new lunch partners everyday but tht doesn't mean i don feel alone,i do but not in uni but at home,I felt left out which makes me miss u guys even more whenever I'm at home. miss talking to u and miss going shopping with ya...cant wait to go back to m'sia
yesh... this is right b4 this gurl got all sick and barfy from the milky cinnamon caramel latte. Alamak... Hahahaha... The boyfriend loves u darling. Juz dropping by to say hi. XD
I love caramel too, and the caramel latte is my favourite. I think it's just a period we all enter in, where we feel more secure with ourselves, and we're more able to go about our things without constantly needing a company. And where putting on that fake smile and pretend you're fascinated bout him/her coming from Area 51 does get a bit tiresome.
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