....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Yalah.

I know I haven't been blogging for awhile now. Just couldn't find time to sit down and narrate my day to day happenings to the world you know. Not that my happenings are very happening also la. Boo.

I've been swamped with assignments. I have a presentation tomorrow that I totally forgot about and I've got a feeling that I'll be looking like a retard staring back at 20 or so pair of empathetic eyes looking back at me when Pn. Norita asks me a question I don't know how to answer. Let's just hope I won't turn into a deep shade of red because that would be UBER embarassing.

ALSO. I want my social life back. It's the only time where I'm allowed to look pretty. I've been feeling mighty dull and ugly for the past weeks. Bah. I need to dress up to boost my self confidence once again.

Correct me if I'm wrong but I do think that girls are more prone to self-esteem issues than guys. Even smart girls. Like me. BWAHAHAHAHA. I like to think I'm smart la cos' it makes me feel better cos then I can tell myself, if I'm not slim at least I'm smart what. x)

Come to think of it, even pretty girls have self-esteem issues. Girls are so picky they pick on everything. We pick on people's imperfections because we're bitchy that way but to be fair we pick on ourselves too. Much more. Sometimes I think that we pick on the imperfection of others just to make ourselves feel better. Man, girls are so bitchy. LOL.

Okay back to lil' ol me. I've been picking on my hair alot. I can tell you this much, I really regret cutting my hair. I've never felt so sad because of a haircut before. You would think that with so many hair disasters I had, I would be immune to such feelings but the truth is, I never had one haircut that I didn't like even when everyone told me I looked like John Lennon/Doraemon/a tanglung/ a ball/ the moon after the haircuts. The thing is, I secretly liked them even when everyone didn't. So yeah. I hate my hair. x(

TAK SUKA! *GERAM*

And and and...I have an assignment due on the 30th. And and and....I haven't started anything.

I'm also wondering if I should apply for an internship at the end of my semester. Or should I just get a job that pays me more than a measly RM500 for working like a dog. How how how?

Blah. x(

melia signed out with love @ 11:07 AM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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