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Friday, October 26, 2007

My deluded mind.

Has done me many favours when I needed it the most. But what happens now when I finally re-emerge from the clouds and descend upon hard solid ground?

I don't know. I don't know what is reality anymore. It feels too far from reach. What is fact and what is fiction? How can I tell, when everything's so blurred. There are no lines and no boundaries. Where to begin and where to end?

Do I wish to be in this delusional state? Yes. Very much. Because it's too painful and too hard to have reality hit you in the face. Because when that happens, I will have to do something to correct the wrong. Like how I should start panicking because my exams is in 4 days.

Am I really confused or do I just want to be confused? I can feel myself drifting, venturing into spaces that were once closed. But I tell myself that it's alright. Travel further. That's where happiness lies. Go on. Search. Indulge.

But how long will this last? Will it stay? Is it real? Or is it a figment of my imagination. A creation by my own mind of something I truly want.

The question is do we actually get what we truly want in life?

To settle or pursue?

melia signed out with love @ 9:01 PM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

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