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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Right foot in, left foot out..

Which foot goes where after?

Ever felt like you're really sure about what you want and then be plagued by uncertainty after a few seconds? And you go back and forth between being sure and unsure, like a pendulum swing. A process that is so volatile it drives you crazy after a few minutes of trying to decide what you want because there's no clear answer.

I've always believe that there's no such thing as not knowing what you want. I've seen people saying it all the time, not knowing how to choose between two or three. The thing is, there is bound to be one choice that stands out from the rest, no matter how slight it may be. I thought I've made my choice. I seemed to have made it without even realising it. It was a slow process accompanied by a complicated mix of denial and fear. But now that I'm here, what is holding me back?

Most of the time I go about my day like I usually do, but sometimes it strikes me, the closeness of it all. I feel the aching sourness in my heart and suddenly I don't want to do it anymore. Because feeling like this isn't what I want. It is definitely not what I want.

Why can't we alone bear the full consequences of our actions?

I dread that day. Whenever that may be.

melia signed out with love @ 12:59 PM (1) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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