....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Dreams. Nice, wonderful, lovely dreams.

They slip mysteriously into your sleeping mind, creating an illusion of a different world. At the point where you're no longer conscious in the present world, it is as if your entire being is magically transported into another realm. A realm where the bizarre makes sense, a place where the impossible can happen, a meeting point for kindred spirits scattered all over the world. My dreams usually consists of people I don't know. A vague face whom I'll never remember but always, always these strangers play such a big part in my dreams. Sometimes I wonder, if these people are real. Who are they? And sometimes I wonder, if they are indeed real, do I appear in their dreams as well?

The past month or two feels like a dream. A long one. Come to think of it, I've been alternating between life and dream that I can't tell which is which anymore. But why should I care, if it has been making me happy? Must things always be crystal clear? Must there always be a definite answer for everything? Is it possible for us to be happy, not knowing yet surrendering ourselves to where the winds may take us?

For a person who constantly seeks answers and can't stand not knowing, I find myself surrendering. I'm giving my annoying conscience a rest, and this time I'm going with my heart and my instincts and I'm okay with not having answers. I'm okay with going with the flow of what feels right and good. I've never felt happier. x)

Yesterday was the day I've finally completed all my assignments for this semester. It's been an incredibly hectic two weeks but strangely as tough as it was, not once have I succumbed to the negativity that would usually consume me. And I know why. And I'm so so grateful.

But there is something I'm dreading. As they say, all good things come to an end and I'm hoping that this good thing doesn't have to end. But for now, I am going to focus on the present and bask in the joy it continues to bring me. Come what may for I am already truly blessed to have experience such a wonderful dream. And every day that it continues is an extra day to be grateful for.

x)

melia signed out with love @ 5:55 AM (0) earthling(s) farted

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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