....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Friday, September 19, 2008

Perhaps some things are really too good to be true.

Why do people take the plunge when they know that it's not good for them? Is it wise to throw caution in the air because it felt right at that moment? Why do they choose to blind themselves from the glaring warning signs based on a hint of faith? Live for today, worry tomorrow?

I always wonder how people do it. Carpe Diem! Seize the day! It all sounds so brave and so optimistic. Like actions have no consequences. Like second thoughts are a waste of time.

Did I see this coming? Perhaps. What I probably didn't expect was that it would affect me that much. I guess the hole I dug was deeper than I thought.

The question is, can I still handle this? Or am I changing and bending myself too much to compromise? And why am I compromising again? Or rather, what exactly am I compromising?

And this feeling is all too familiar. Hurt. Pain. That tugging feeling at the heart that I do not miss. That feeling that will eventually launch me into making decisions I don't want to make and become the person I don't want to be. But I have to set things right. For myself. Because I know what I want.

It's funny how one can set a list of criteria and know what they want and end up putting up with the exact opposite because things just happen. In a way, it's beautiful, how things are unplanned and how they fall into place. But after awhile, reality kicks in and you're stuck in a place you don't want to be.

I am so scared. Because I am going to make myself a choice. And I'm afraid that I won't be favoured. This is the first time I've ever felt like this. A choice.

Pick me.

melia signed out with love @ 7:05 AM (2) earthling(s) farted

Comments:

kruu kruu... :D

*flap flap*

# posted by

Kenny Chan : 6:08 PM

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It's pruu pruu okay. Pfffbbbttt!!

Thank you for being there for me. I got picked! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

# posted by

melia : 7:16 PM

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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