....It's The Lil' Things That Make Life Sweet....

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Sooo...mom's back! Yay! Had to teman me papa to pick me mama up at my granpa's place. Her plane arrived at 9.40pm and we're already at my granpa's by 9.00pm. I brought my chemistry book there cause I seriously had to study. But it's impossible to study at my granpa's place. It's too noisy and there's so much distraction. I ended up watching 'Punk'd' and 'I bet you will' on MTV. I spent 3 hours doing nothing!! 3 whole whooping hours sitting on the couch just eating and watching tv. I feel so so so darn guilty now.

Mom enjoyed her time in Shanghai. Loads of stories to tell and loads of presents for her baby girl, me! Ahahahah!! I'm so grateful to have a shopaholic mom! Afterall she taught me how to shop. :D So glad to have my mom back.

I think I've changed lately. I don't know what made me change. Maybe it's the pressure. I'm very irritable lately and my temper is really really short. I'm always moody and there's always something bugging me. I always feel tired and sometimes I feel sad. And sometimes I feel like I have a grudge against everyone on the face of the planet. I even started cursing and I never curse. At least not often. But now swearing just comes naturally. I never did approve of foul languages. I still don't but now I swear everytime I get irritated. This is something big. At least for me it is. I'm gonna turn into some foul mouthed biatch. Oh noooooo!!

I feel bad. I don't wanna change. I don't wanna turn into some unsophisticated foul mouthed trash. I wasn't brought up like this. My parents brought me up to be a lady. Although it didn't quite work out that way but at least I have my manners intact. And I'm proud of it. I'm proud that I don't have to resort to use foul words to express my anger. And now, I have nothing to be proud of.

Hope this change is just temporary.

Better days will come and I'd stop swearing...*cross fingers*

melia signed out with love @ 2:50 AM (1) earthling(s) farted

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You MOVED! YAY!
Finally joined moi...... hahha....... no time tah comment any longer. Just made a quikie trip online, coz im friggin bored of studyin. So yeah..... gonna resume soon, ill call yah after ur finals! Good luck. Ciaooo.

LPShean

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..What About Amelia?..

Because this blog needs an introduction
Here goes!

I'm 40% mature, 30% child-like
10% fashionista, 8% dork
6% klutzy, 3% dreamer
2% blur, 1% hero x)

I also want to marry John Mayer
And oh, I want a pet unicorn too x)

More self-absorbed information here!!

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